April Awakening: Day Nineteen 🌥️☁️☁️
My friend once told me about the first date with her eventual husband. She said she kind of caught him off guard because she didn’t have a toothbrush on her. He was confused as to what she meant. “Well, when I sleepover tonight after we have s*x, I’m going to want to brush my teeth!”
As far as I know, they’re still married. I lost contact unfortunately and all the phone numbers and emails I had don’t seem to be working. But they were a good match. They just knew. So why waste any time whatsoever?
I’m moving fast too. I’ve only been hanging out with my friend for just under two months. Things have certainly been fast-tracked only because the “getting to know you phase” has been essentially wiped out. When you’re aware of someone’s existence for over thirty-two years, you know a whole lot about them. All I want is to make sure whatever path I’m sprinting on isn’t going to direct me into complete disaster.
I think about things a lot. I think about the future. I like where things are going. I’m just not necessarily expressing everything on my mind. The thoughts are going so rapidly that it might come out wrong. And I don’t want to ruin a good thing because I ran my mouth too much.
I’m keeping things short today because all of a sudden I’m sick. But getting taken care of. Without another thought. You’ve already met my dad. And technically mom too, once long ago. It’s okay to keep things on a light jog. At least for now.